Want to smoke when it's rainin', just crying and tearfall...
I'm just a freak! Anybody... please... kill me....please...
среда, 27 июля 2005
Physycally dependence from HER... It's SMTH new, so hard...
суббота, 23 июля 2005
I became vulnerable... SHE can to kill me now... that can't be earlier...I've fallen...
пятница, 22 июля 2005
Only becouse of HER I'm still alive, I wanted to die, but will not do so to thanx HER... have no to lose... My life is not mine...just an ideally warrior)
I recovered that I fighted with 'em... So good) My hands was in blood... I became more happy ...
четверг, 21 июля 2005
Cause of HER, I forget my freaky idea...
I'm broken, and should do something to be fixed)
I'm broken, and should do something to be fixed)
понедельник, 18 июля 2005
Tomorrow I will risk my life...
The chance of good is so little...
So must say bye to this diary....
The chance of good is so little...
So must say bye to this diary....
Should I close myself from anyone, or shouldn't...
Hate is only my sense, and THEY shouldn't see my weakness...
Why parents hide all sharp things from me?...
Hate is only my sense, and THEY shouldn't see my weakness...
Why parents hide all sharp things from me?...
воскресенье, 17 июля 2005
There is only one dream for more than 1,5 months. It is just DEATH... Nothing more... What a much looser, that can't die...